My mom was a nurse and they do critical work that I greatly respect. So please nobody think I’m trying to demean or condescend the profession, but… it sounds like you want to do more in medicine. You seem curious and motivated. So I say focus completely on that if you agree! Smile, agree to everything you’re told, but commit to achieving your long-term goals and make that the priority! Of course, if switching to a different ward in the short-term would make life easier, do that as well…
Compare that with someone who wants the appearance of creating/maintaining something, without actually contributing musk of anything…